Sick and Twisted.

I think I may actually start doing this on a daily basis. As I have said before my life is so average and uneventful that I can't write about my daily actions, but I think I have some interesting subject matter that I can share with the limited audience that I do hold here even if it is just for a brief moment. Let me introduce you to my mind. It is different from most people's minds or at least I would like to think it is. Just to give you a slight point of reference on where I stand in my daily thoughts, I will start with this. Most people say their mind is an enigma, they don't know how it works and why it thinks the things it does. Me on the other hand, I say my enigma is a mind. I know exactly how my mind works and why it does what it does. Everything other than my thought process is a mystery to me thus far in my life. That being said let me carry on with a small thought of mine I had a few weeks ago while at work. Have you ever really thought about the construction of the word rapist? When you really deconstruct it into the 2 parts it contains it becomes more dark and sinister than you could even have previously thought. The first part and most obvious is rape. A terrible crime which in my opinion is one of the worst things that a human being can suffer through. I think most people will agree with me on this. The second part is the suffix -ist. When you really break it down and think about the suffix -ist it is usually reserved for people who have perfected whatever action they are doing to a fine art. Words such as bassist, guitarist, titlist, philanthropist. All these words suggest a perfection in the craft in question. But when you think about the word rapist is when it starts to get a little warped. Just to me it expresses the fact that someone who commits a rape is an expert in the field of doing so. Even if they are a said "expert" in the disgusting act of committing a rape, isn't it a tiny bit disturbing to even think about it like that? Maybe it's just my way of thinking, in fact I'm sure it is just my way of thinking. I can assure you not all my thoughts are this dark but when it comes right down to it most are this interesting, well at least to me. I'm just glad I can entertain myself by thinking or else I would probably go insane....... or have I already?