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Hello everyone. This is my first blog from my phone. I had a hell of a time finding a decent blogger app but finally I found one that seems to work. It takes a while to type this out on my phone but my computer is being shitty tonight. Plus I need to get better at typing on my phone. Anyway I had a good weekend. On Friday I went to the football game. I really have no interest in local high school football. I only go because Emily is in the marching band. It was ridiculously cold out that night and the seats were wet. Luckily I got a poncho to sit on. Two annoying girls always seem to sit behind me whenever I go to a game. Every time they open their mouths I get closer and closer to turning around and flipping shit on them. It sounds like I bitch a lot about things at the football games but the truth is that I would endure it all just to see Emily. After the game I went to her house and stayed the night. We stayed up late and watched movies with her mom all night. I love doing things like that. The only thing that can make a movie night better is a movie night with Emily. The next morning Emily's mom made a huge breakfast. It was delicious. A while after that I got a text from my mom saying that she would be in the area and asking if I wanted a ride home. I didn't want to go but my parents get pissy when they have to go out of their way to pick me up. So I decided to go home. After I got home something snapped. My mood just turned and I felt terrible. I think it was set off by having to leave Emily. A lot of things have been on my mind lately and it has just been building and building. I was a mess to say the least. Luckily Emily was there for me to talk to. She called me and we talked on the phone for a bit but some people showed up at her house so she had to go. Fortunately I could keep texting her. We had the deepest conversation that I have ever had with anyone. She was there for me and that's all I could ever ask for in a person. She was getting tired so she went to bed. I didn't sleep much that night and the little sleep I got was still and dreamless as usuall. I woke up the next morning at about six am. I felt like I haven't slept for days. Emily texted me about an hour later and we continued our conversation from the night before. Then we spent the rest of the day talking to eachother. I have never felt so close to her. I feel closer to her than I do to my parents. I feel like she is the only person who completely understands me. I can't explain how she makes me feel. Without her I would truly be lost. After being so close to her all day I had to say goodnight which was difficult. I didn't want to stop talking to her and the more I think about it the more I miss laying beside her. I just can't wait until I hear from her or see her again. It's like everything is in black and white when I'm not with her and when we are together everything is so bright and vibrant. I can't wait until everyday is colorfull. Emily I love you with all my heart and don't you ever forget it baby cakes.