A Long Awaited Return.

It's been a while since my last post and I really have no excuse for my absence. I could blame it on a lot of things but I'm not going to. Things have been difficult lately. It seems like everything around me is in fast forward and I'm just stuck at regular speed. Most things seem like they are deteriorating right in front of me. The only things that keep me sane anymore are Emily and my hobbies. With the exception of Emily, everything is different. Nothing feels the same as it used to. I'm afraid that I am changing. The only problem is that I don't think I like who I am changing into. As much as I hate to blame this on anything I think the major cause of all of this is where I live. This house, this environment is suffocating me. I need to get out, I need to escape. The only problem is that I can't. I just don't have the means to right now. The best I can do is put on my headphones drown out everything and keep my head up. So I guess that's what I'm going to do to the best of my ability anyway. I just hope things start looking up soon...