My last few blog posts have been depressing to say the least. This one is quite the contrary. This post is about one of the best things in my life right now. This post is about Emily. I'm going to have trouble describing how I feel here because truthfully there are no words to accurately describe it. The best I can muster is to use the concept of a downward spiral. Now when most people hear the phrase "downward spiral" the automatically tune in on the negative connotations associated with common problems such as drug addiction or a deep depression or anything else that is hard to break. I on the other hand think that a downward spiral can be one of the best things a person can go through in their life. When I first met Emily my life was average. Then within the few following months of us talking and such we started dating. Since then it has been one giant beautiful downward spiral. I describe it that way because I feel as if I found who I should be with and there is no escape, nothing can tear us apart. I just have this peace of mind knowing that she is in my life which is odd because I have never had peace of mind about much of anything let alone the future. I know as long as I'm with her no matter what shitty or awesome job I may work, how rich or poor I am, how frightened or fearless I am, I am happy. Even though I may not seem like it at times. If I had to pick one song that could describe how I feel it would be Such Great Heights covered by Iron and Wine. The lyrics never really clicked with me before I met Emily but now it just perfectly describes how I feel. It's like we are made for each other and when we are together it's like all the negative thoughts and bad feelings are gone. They will see us waiving from such great heights. "Come down now" they'll say, but everything looks perfect from far away. "Come down now" but we'll stay. I love you Emily. :)
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